Day seven
Day seven. How did this happen? I have spent so much time thinking about that. The Dr said Ryan's 2"x2.5" glioblastoma most likely grew within 1 to 2 months, I wanted to call him a liar, I just shook my head,no. This isn't happening, my Ryan is 37. Healthy. Active. Smart. Kind. Helpful. Funny. Sweet. Overly thoughtful. Father. Husband. Best friend. Strong. Silly. Gentle. And so much more. No this can't be happening. But it is. This nightmare is real. So how did this happen? No one knows. And hearing that sucks. There is no reason. No explanation I can give my 12 year old son. My love just got it. I have found out how only 3 out of 100,000 get this, with the median age being 65.. 65, what I would do to have him until then, ANYTHING. Statistics bring no peace, give no answers. His pain has increased, he keeps apologizing to me, "sorry babe, it's so bad so heavy, I'm sorry, it hurts so bad" all I can say is "I know love, you don't need to