Day Twenty-Five
I expected today to be different, maybe that is crazy and maybe not, but I did. I thought when we got up this morning we would head to Provo for Ryan's first radiation treatment and well we did do that but when we got there we were told that they needed to wait until tomorrow to actually begin. So we went up to oncology and got all squared away with chemotherapy medications to begin also tomorrow.. Sigh we will wait for another day. This is nice to have another day of feeling somewhat normal, but also the waiting and anticipation of it all is hard. Coming home we had the home health nurse and Physical therapy coming to work with him, both went well. Ryan has this thing where he puts forth effort to seem like he is OK and when they or others leave he crashes; pain sets in and he just cannot function the same, this happened today. While Ryan slept, I filled out mountains of paperwork for the state and federal government, doing my best to prove that Ryan cannot work and I need to car...