Day Forty-Seven
I keep staring at this screen and nothing is coming to mind to write about. How is that possible with so much going on in my mind all the time I cannot think of anything? What a strange thing. Today I feel grateful to have family to let my kids come play and spend time with cousins. I feel so grateful for neighbors that bring us food and remind us that we are not alone. I feel grateful for friends who reach out and show support. For my sister living with us and keeping my house put together and keep me laughing and smiling. And for my husband that shows he loves me each day. Most of all I am so grateful that I dont have to fake it. So many times in my life I have felt one way and faked like I felt the other. I feel sad that I and so many need to pretend they are ok or that they are living a perfect life. What a waste, I hope to just live everyday true to how I really feel and what I really think. Life really is too short to do anything else. And generally I find people are quite under