Day Thirty-Five
Hello again world! Ryan here once again. I am back because the misses set the chrome book on my lap and told me i needed to write about how I feel. I feel like I have a permanent scar that hurts in the 2/3 every moment that I am awake. It can spike up to a 4/5 range. Which is also pretty stinky linky. I have tomorrow to do for my treatments and then I will be one day shy of my 2 weeks of treatment. Treatments are a-ok. I see bright purple when my eyes are closed and can smell burning in my left nostril constantly while I am getting zipped. Constantly. The smell goes away when they stop zipping me. I do this for about 15 mins. and then am set to run for the hills The hills is home. Home is where I spend the vast majority of my time. I eat breathe and sleep here. Home is where I have a racing mind all through the night. I coral my thoughts into just a few basic concepts. These are ants or elephants. There are usually a variety of ants and a variety of elephants. There